In the end, i did go club last night. But i had such a blast.. good sesh good sesh!!!
It's really weird that last night i slept at like 5.45am? And woke up at like 9.45am? I was still like fidgety and hyper.... super weird! Like i'm not tired at all... and today i finished my group assignment... and i'm not tired. Like i don't feel like sleeping. How weird!!! Tomorrow i don't have work too.. woot woot!
Something really funny happened too. I was telling Dev and Sarah how i will wake up in the train before my stop instinctively... and i actually missed my stop. The worst bit is that i'm not even sleeping!!! Dev was joking abt how maybe i shud make a friend on the train n stuff and i actually did!!! hahaha.. it was funny cos when i alighted, this girl asked me how to get to the other platform cos she took the wrong train and we were both alighting at Caulfield! LOL! So we chatted and shit... and she's graduating same time as me too... how coincidental huh!
So yea... little trivia thing of the day!
So i'm done with assignment 1.. gotta start on assignment 2 alr. Lucky this is individual work if not i think i can faint. I've been complaining alot abt my group members but actually i think they are not bad alr.. could have been worse. Need to be thankful.
Anyways, i was telling Mah how i have stopped doing my QT and shit... he says i should do it cos its good for my soul and can spiritually help me at work and everything. I find it amazing how he can know these things and not experience it. He's so silly tho.. he listens to Enya before he sleeps to unwind and also cos its good for his soul. Hahaha.. what a silly boy! I really hope he finds God and know for himself how our God is so wonderful and that he can listen to Hillsongs and not Enya.. cos its good for his spirit and not just soul =)
Ooh... i'm also happy for Mah that he sold his car and is gettign a new one soon. Woot! Oh... and yesterday my workmate Danny came for our housechurch bbq and i think it was really good! Mah & Danny enjoyed themselves.. and Danny was open to us praying for him for his job search and IELTS exam. I really think seeds has been sown. Wee... =)
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Focus Daily.
So hard man...
This year, the focus is on intimacy with God. No work for Him or do anything without intimacy... this is my new motto. Siao liao. So hard... I chui already la! God help help!!!
I also wanted to add that there's this morning at 6.30am while i was sitting on the bench at a tram stop, this pigeon came right in front of me and shat in front just like that. Then that bird stared at me for a while... how strange! I literally told it to stop staring. Geez.. so thick skinned!
Also, i had an awesome slp last night... 1 of those 14-hour ones with lights switched on and make up man! I crashed into bed just like that. Even my alarm set was on pm and not am... so i missed lecture today!
I wanna bitch too that my group mates give me headache. I don't like group work man!!! Only like it when everyone is on the ball and motivated to do well. Shit people that give me minimal work with no effort and soul deserve to fail on their own. What... are they counting on me to fix up their shit? Pls... urgh!!!!! Waste my time!!! Tom group meeting i hope i don't snap.
GG. Also, I haven't clubbed in a while already... the moment i decide to stop and didn't go.. i couln't wake up for church. So in the end, Mah had to bring me to afternoon service again. loL! I bet i'd have rocked up to church if i went clubbing... last sat, no drinks, no club and i didn't set my alarm by the time my eyelids slammed down. Maybe this week i'll do better. Maybe my church is in the club right? Well, bringing club friends to church and housechuch BBQ this sat tho. Exciting! Hahahaa... I reckon people should bring the church to clubs and not the club to the church.. more effective then. Oooh, ask the DJs to spin christian songs! Hahahahaha... but nobody knows the songs also.. lame.
Shit, i'm planning to go this Sat for various reasons.. Should i or can i not? God... u there? Tell me already.
Focus daily man... focus Per.
This year, the focus is on intimacy with God. No work for Him or do anything without intimacy... this is my new motto. Siao liao. So hard... I chui already la! God help help!!!
I also wanted to add that there's this morning at 6.30am while i was sitting on the bench at a tram stop, this pigeon came right in front of me and shat in front just like that. Then that bird stared at me for a while... how strange! I literally told it to stop staring. Geez.. so thick skinned!
Also, i had an awesome slp last night... 1 of those 14-hour ones with lights switched on and make up man! I crashed into bed just like that. Even my alarm set was on pm and not am... so i missed lecture today!
I wanna bitch too that my group mates give me headache. I don't like group work man!!! Only like it when everyone is on the ball and motivated to do well. Shit people that give me minimal work with no effort and soul deserve to fail on their own. What... are they counting on me to fix up their shit? Pls... urgh!!!!! Waste my time!!! Tom group meeting i hope i don't snap.
GG. Also, I haven't clubbed in a while already... the moment i decide to stop and didn't go.. i couln't wake up for church. So in the end, Mah had to bring me to afternoon service again. loL! I bet i'd have rocked up to church if i went clubbing... last sat, no drinks, no club and i didn't set my alarm by the time my eyelids slammed down. Maybe this week i'll do better. Maybe my church is in the club right? Well, bringing club friends to church and housechuch BBQ this sat tho. Exciting! Hahahaa... I reckon people should bring the church to clubs and not the club to the church.. more effective then. Oooh, ask the DJs to spin christian songs! Hahahahaha... but nobody knows the songs also.. lame.
Shit, i'm planning to go this Sat for various reasons.. Should i or can i not? God... u there? Tell me already.
Focus daily man... focus Per.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Way of Life.
I was reading this article and got me thinking.. which phase am i in?
I need to start tuning in and doing HIS WORK HIS WAY. I keep saying i need to do this and that.. but do i? Such a struggle! It's such a struggle even just to do assignment!!! URGH!!!!
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His Work, His Way
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2 by Os Hillman
Wednesday, January 20 2010
"So I have caused you to be despised and humiliated before all the people, because you have not followed my ways but have shown partiality in matters of the law" (Mal 2:9).
My work, My way - When you and I live in this world without Christ we live a life just as Esau lived his life. Esau despised his birthright and failed to enter into a relationship with God that allowed him to fulfill his destiny. In essence, Esau fulfilled his work, his way. His life represented the carnal life of the flesh.
His work, my way - When you and I become born-again by the Spirit of God, we begin to focus our attention on living for Christ. We realize it is His work we are doing but it takes time before we learn what it means to do His work, His way.
My work, His way - As the Holy Spirit does His work in us, we learn to walk with God. We learn what it means to see our work as His work and we desire to do it His way. The Israelites were guilty of not knowing His ways and were unable to move into the Promised Land because of not understanding how to do Their work, His ways.
His work, His way - When we begin to walk with God we begin to realize that all that we do is His work and He calls us to do it His way. When we begin to walk with God in this manner we begin to see the Kingdom of God manifested in our working lives. We begin to experience His power and learn what it means to do His work, His way.
In order to experience God in this way, each of us must give our working lives to the Lord and ask him to teach us His way. Moses asked God: "If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you" (Ex 33:12). Moses realized He needed God to teach him His ways in order for him to prosper in His relationship with God.
What best describes your life today? Your work, your way; Your work, His way; His work, your way; or His work, His way? Pray that you learn to do His work, His way.
I need to start tuning in and doing HIS WORK HIS WAY. I keep saying i need to do this and that.. but do i? Such a struggle! It's such a struggle even just to do assignment!!! URGH!!!!
***
His Work, His Way
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2 by Os Hillman
Wednesday, January 20 2010
"So I have caused you to be despised and humiliated before all the people, because you have not followed my ways but have shown partiality in matters of the law" (Mal 2:9).
My work, My way - When you and I live in this world without Christ we live a life just as Esau lived his life. Esau despised his birthright and failed to enter into a relationship with God that allowed him to fulfill his destiny. In essence, Esau fulfilled his work, his way. His life represented the carnal life of the flesh.
His work, my way - When you and I become born-again by the Spirit of God, we begin to focus our attention on living for Christ. We realize it is His work we are doing but it takes time before we learn what it means to do His work, His way.
My work, His way - As the Holy Spirit does His work in us, we learn to walk with God. We learn what it means to see our work as His work and we desire to do it His way. The Israelites were guilty of not knowing His ways and were unable to move into the Promised Land because of not understanding how to do Their work, His ways.
His work, His way - When we begin to walk with God we begin to realize that all that we do is His work and He calls us to do it His way. When we begin to walk with God in this manner we begin to see the Kingdom of God manifested in our working lives. We begin to experience His power and learn what it means to do His work, His way.
In order to experience God in this way, each of us must give our working lives to the Lord and ask him to teach us His way. Moses asked God: "If you are pleased with me, teach me your ways so I may know you and continue to find favor with you" (Ex 33:12). Moses realized He needed God to teach him His ways in order for him to prosper in His relationship with God.
What best describes your life today? Your work, your way; Your work, His way; His work, your way; or His work, His way? Pray that you learn to do His work, His way.
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Disfunctional.
I went to a Naturopath on Sat for a body check up cos i suspect my body is a little imbalance in nutrients and the doctor did all the tests and found that i'm very deficient in Iron, Zinc, Magnesium, Calcium, Vitamin B2 and Protein. So currently, I am on numerous amounts of supplements and have to take protein shakes for brekkie.
So this year, I am really embarking on being healthy on the inside. This too should reflect my spiritual health.
My current diet consist mostly of fruits, veggies and protein shakes and other pills. I'm like taking twice more than usual prescription now. Also, I have to stop consumption of alcohol for about 2 weeks before i see the doctor again. So detox programme and replenishment time. I am determined to do this!!! Also, no junk food. If i must, ice cream permitted 2-3 times a week =)
So far, this is taking more work and effort cos i actually can't just eat rubbish or convenient food. I actually have to prepare my diet and meals so that means waking up early to prepare the shakes and other stuff to eat. GG.
So far so good.
On the spiritual side, i'm running away again. I know i have to get in shape and whip up but so much effort and i'm afraid of responsibilities and stuff so i have been running away from trying to be ignorant. Hahaha... Time for me to wake up and detox all the shit that i've accumulated and getting healthy in the spirit too!
Such a battle between the spirit and flesh. Tough times. Press on.
For now, do assignment! lol!
So this year, I am really embarking on being healthy on the inside. This too should reflect my spiritual health.
My current diet consist mostly of fruits, veggies and protein shakes and other pills. I'm like taking twice more than usual prescription now. Also, I have to stop consumption of alcohol for about 2 weeks before i see the doctor again. So detox programme and replenishment time. I am determined to do this!!! Also, no junk food. If i must, ice cream permitted 2-3 times a week =)
So far, this is taking more work and effort cos i actually can't just eat rubbish or convenient food. I actually have to prepare my diet and meals so that means waking up early to prepare the shakes and other stuff to eat. GG.
So far so good.
On the spiritual side, i'm running away again. I know i have to get in shape and whip up but so much effort and i'm afraid of responsibilities and stuff so i have been running away from trying to be ignorant. Hahaha... Time for me to wake up and detox all the shit that i've accumulated and getting healthy in the spirit too!
Such a battle between the spirit and flesh. Tough times. Press on.
For now, do assignment! lol!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
What SG Lacks is Coming Back.
I'VE BOOKED MY FLIGHT BACK TO SINGAPORE ALR!!!!
Details:
EK EMIRATES[EK] - 405
Depart: MELBOURNE (MEL) Sat, 20 Feb 2010 06:55 PM
Arrival: SINGAPORE (SIN) Sat, 20 Feb 2010 11:25 PM
ECONOMY CLASS
Dep Terminal:
Arr Terminal: 1
Aircraft: 77W
EK EMIRATES[EK] - 404
Depart: SINGAPORE (SIN) Fri, 5 Mar 2010 10:25 PM
Arrival: MELBOURNE (MEL) Sat, 6 Mar 2010 08:45 AM
ECONOMY CLASS
Dep Terminal:
Arr Terminal: 2
Aircraft: 77W
Get ready Singapore~!!! Can't wait... like finally! Thanks Father for the ticket =)
Wooooooooo
Have mixed feelings now. What should i do what should i do? I'm so excited!!!
Details:
EK EMIRATES[EK] - 405
Depart: MELBOURNE (MEL) Sat, 20 Feb 2010 06:55 PM
Arrival: SINGAPORE (SIN) Sat, 20 Feb 2010 11:25 PM
ECONOMY CLASS
Dep Terminal:
Arr Terminal: 1
Aircraft: 77W
EK EMIRATES[EK] - 404
Depart: SINGAPORE (SIN) Fri, 5 Mar 2010 10:25 PM
Arrival: MELBOURNE (MEL) Sat, 6 Mar 2010 08:45 AM
ECONOMY CLASS
Dep Terminal:
Arr Terminal: 2
Aircraft: 77W
Get ready Singapore~!!! Can't wait... like finally! Thanks Father for the ticket =)
Wooooooooo
Have mixed feelings now. What should i do what should i do? I'm so excited!!!
Monday, January 11, 2010
2010.
This must have been the first post of 2010.
Interesting. I just moved house and school just started so everything's pretty hectic. Its been strange cos my trams have been having trouble. The last time someone was ill so we were all held up... then the tram broke down like recently so we had to change trams. It was weird also cos i saw the same lady on the same tram when i was going to work and after i left work. So coincidental huh! Also, this aboriginal guy asked me for $3 on my ride to work and i said i didn't have. Somehow, i felt really compelled to give so i gave him $5 instead. Like strange things have been happening to me... i guess also cos of the season i'm in. I need to hear and obey Him... like i was eating a banana on the tram and one of the fibre thread things came off so i threw it on the ground. Then again i felt so bad n guilty i went to pick it up. =S This is how its gonna be this year i guess. The quest to be righteous... even if i'm not i guess i will feel compelled to inside. Good thing i guess =) Then yesterday the trams stopped at 6pm and the other trams were not in operation over the weekend and i didn't have a tram! So this guy came over and told me that we had no more trams and we discovered we were heading to the same place so we took a cab and he paid for it. Woot! Free eh! God's good la.. I think its also a sign that maybe i shud stop taking trams alr. GG. So much shit happening.
Anyways, yesterday i had dinner at Homer's with Rhordan and Neuman came along too! I had a good time just chatting and catching up. Missed everyone... even the Tans cos we haven't chilled in a bit =) So it was real good...
Lately i've been real busy too. Have work and school and today's my only free day and i super need to catch up on work cos i missed my first lecture cos of work. gg.
Oh, on Sat we had this girl's gathering at Joyce Khoo's house where we had a major cookout session. It was real cool... we all learned to make Zuchini Soup, Curry Chicken, Beef Rendang, Pumpkin and ham Quiche, sticky Date Pudding, Oven Baked Chicken and some Salad thing. So cool huh! We had an awesome time and the food actually turned out to be really good! =) It was also a good girl's gathering. Unfortunately i was so tired from morning's work that I slept while everyone was chatting...
Seems like i really have to wake up early everyday. This is really tiring for me. The latest is maybe 9am for school at 10am. Today i woke up at 11am but its still not enough for me. The other days i've to be up by like 5plus or 6plus. Summore Sunday have to go to church n stuff. so really no break man! =S
Hope i don't burn out that soon cos start of the year only man!!! Jia you per. Need to go chillax soon... weekends were good tho. Oooh ooh.. im currently planning something. More updates to come~! =)
Interesting. I just moved house and school just started so everything's pretty hectic. Its been strange cos my trams have been having trouble. The last time someone was ill so we were all held up... then the tram broke down like recently so we had to change trams. It was weird also cos i saw the same lady on the same tram when i was going to work and after i left work. So coincidental huh! Also, this aboriginal guy asked me for $3 on my ride to work and i said i didn't have. Somehow, i felt really compelled to give so i gave him $5 instead. Like strange things have been happening to me... i guess also cos of the season i'm in. I need to hear and obey Him... like i was eating a banana on the tram and one of the fibre thread things came off so i threw it on the ground. Then again i felt so bad n guilty i went to pick it up. =S This is how its gonna be this year i guess. The quest to be righteous... even if i'm not i guess i will feel compelled to inside. Good thing i guess =) Then yesterday the trams stopped at 6pm and the other trams were not in operation over the weekend and i didn't have a tram! So this guy came over and told me that we had no more trams and we discovered we were heading to the same place so we took a cab and he paid for it. Woot! Free eh! God's good la.. I think its also a sign that maybe i shud stop taking trams alr. GG. So much shit happening.
Anyways, yesterday i had dinner at Homer's with Rhordan and Neuman came along too! I had a good time just chatting and catching up. Missed everyone... even the Tans cos we haven't chilled in a bit =) So it was real good...
Lately i've been real busy too. Have work and school and today's my only free day and i super need to catch up on work cos i missed my first lecture cos of work. gg.
Oh, on Sat we had this girl's gathering at Joyce Khoo's house where we had a major cookout session. It was real cool... we all learned to make Zuchini Soup, Curry Chicken, Beef Rendang, Pumpkin and ham Quiche, sticky Date Pudding, Oven Baked Chicken and some Salad thing. So cool huh! We had an awesome time and the food actually turned out to be really good! =) It was also a good girl's gathering. Unfortunately i was so tired from morning's work that I slept while everyone was chatting...
Seems like i really have to wake up early everyday. This is really tiring for me. The latest is maybe 9am for school at 10am. Today i woke up at 11am but its still not enough for me. The other days i've to be up by like 5plus or 6plus. Summore Sunday have to go to church n stuff. so really no break man! =S
Hope i don't burn out that soon cos start of the year only man!!! Jia you per. Need to go chillax soon... weekends were good tho. Oooh ooh.. im currently planning something. More updates to come~! =)
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