I'm caught in between someone else's family affair.
It totally sucks and i look like i'm the baddie. I am so troubled over this right now. This is when i totally need God. Gee, all troubles seem to come in flocks. I'm stressed over exams, housing and now this...
It was ugly. Real ugly scene. I've never been in this situation where I saw someone so pissed off and caught in a fight like this. It was uncalled for... but anger is as such. Sigh. Now everything is so awkward for me. I gotta see things in perspective tho. Yes. PERspective.
What Would Jesus Do?
Totally pray first. Ok.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Shelter
Who will shelter me from the storms and winds in Caulfield?
Looking for house now. Siao liao la!!!
Looking for house now. Siao liao la!!!
Per-ductive
Today is awesomely productive!!!
I woke up at 7am for 8am lecture... mind you, its law.
Then i went to the gym for a good workout.
Did grocery shopping.
Ate Weet-Bix for lunch.
Did my laundry.
Cooked dinner.
Am going to do work and look for houses.
Am so glad that I can accomplish so much! Way to go Per!
But since the day started so early.. it feels really late now. =( I wanna slp... not suer if i'll get any work done. I must tho!!! I must!!
Oh, am eating ice cream now. Super shiok.. it's caramel, pecans and dates! Yums!!!
I woke up at 7am for 8am lecture... mind you, its law.
Then i went to the gym for a good workout.
Did grocery shopping.
Ate Weet-Bix for lunch.
Did my laundry.
Cooked dinner.
Am going to do work and look for houses.
Am so glad that I can accomplish so much! Way to go Per!
But since the day started so early.. it feels really late now. =( I wanna slp... not suer if i'll get any work done. I must tho!!! I must!!
Oh, am eating ice cream now. Super shiok.. it's caramel, pecans and dates! Yums!!!
Monday, May 25, 2009
=)=
Do you know what =)= is?
It reads happy... and if you read it backwards or the other way round, it is a sad face.
This is my emotion for today.
=)
I received an HD for marketing!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo elated.
)=
I received a low C for Communications. I am so disappointed. I didn't do well for this subject at all so i need to work super hard for exams just to get a D. =(((
Also, the lecture door wouldn't open for me so i had to walk one whole round plus it rained after lecture and i got told off in lecture for talking too loud. Communications doesn't like me.
=)
I had Korean BBQ for dinner.
)=
My friend don't wanna hang with me cos I need to study. And i believe it will be so for the next few weeks. Exams suck!
Enough of procrastinating already. I shall go shower. Yup, I haven't showered from the previous post. Gee! Lol....
It reads happy... and if you read it backwards or the other way round, it is a sad face.
This is my emotion for today.
=)
I received an HD for marketing!!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo elated.
)=
I received a low C for Communications. I am so disappointed. I didn't do well for this subject at all so i need to work super hard for exams just to get a D. =(((
Also, the lecture door wouldn't open for me so i had to walk one whole round plus it rained after lecture and i got told off in lecture for talking too loud. Communications doesn't like me.
=)
I had Korean BBQ for dinner.
)=
My friend don't wanna hang with me cos I need to study. And i believe it will be so for the next few weeks. Exams suck!
Enough of procrastinating already. I shall go shower. Yup, I haven't showered from the previous post. Gee! Lol....
Perryn of Oz
Yet another delayed blog post from yours truly.
I'm so happy cos last saturday Charlene, Shyna and Andrew came with me to a PlanetShakers outreach event called Day 6. I have no idea what it was about but i invited them and they came. It was so cool cos we had like worship session then a dance performance and a short message. It was really cool and funny cos during the alter call the guy was like asking people who would like to receive christ and stuff then he said the people who brought you here are most likely praying for you and want you to get saved... i was like hell yeah! but didnt la... they say they not ready yet. Nvm.. i shall wait cos God's timing is perfect. It's gotta hit the spot right there and they cannot run away for the rest of eternity. I'm real happy tho that they enjoyed it =)
On Sunday I brought another friend to church too. It's funny cos he's Kenneth's army mate and it's really strange cos he doesn't believe in tongues. he goes to traditional church and stuff but he says he believes the bible was talking abt mother tongues rather than the heavenly language. So weird!
Anyways, the highlight of the week that i'm proud of is that i started my online lecture already! Yay! 3 cheers for Perryn! And later, i'm gonna continue to study too! =) Good girl man.. I will post up studying pictures as evidence soon on fb. hehehehe...
Also, last week i didnt skip lecture at all! Yay....
This week, i'm gonna be so super good girl cos i'm planning to go to law lecture at 8am and then hit the gym before tutorial at 2pm! wow.... amazing.... lol!!!
I hope i can report exactly what i planned to do tomorrow. Hehe...
Oh, just had Korean BBQ. Haven't had it in a looong while. yay. Now i stink so i'm gonna take a shower. Ok i have no idea y i am blogging abt such things. Like y would i wanna tell ppl or remember that i am gonna go shower at 8.49pm on 25th May 09? What a significant shower it is that i should record it.
Ok shuddup Per. Seriously. I realise that i end a few posts by shutting myself up cos if i don't, i think i cant go on forever. Like how i am doing now. Dammit!
Shudup already!
I'm so happy cos last saturday Charlene, Shyna and Andrew came with me to a PlanetShakers outreach event called Day 6. I have no idea what it was about but i invited them and they came. It was so cool cos we had like worship session then a dance performance and a short message. It was really cool and funny cos during the alter call the guy was like asking people who would like to receive christ and stuff then he said the people who brought you here are most likely praying for you and want you to get saved... i was like hell yeah! but didnt la... they say they not ready yet. Nvm.. i shall wait cos God's timing is perfect. It's gotta hit the spot right there and they cannot run away for the rest of eternity. I'm real happy tho that they enjoyed it =)
On Sunday I brought another friend to church too. It's funny cos he's Kenneth's army mate and it's really strange cos he doesn't believe in tongues. he goes to traditional church and stuff but he says he believes the bible was talking abt mother tongues rather than the heavenly language. So weird!
Anyways, the highlight of the week that i'm proud of is that i started my online lecture already! Yay! 3 cheers for Perryn! And later, i'm gonna continue to study too! =) Good girl man.. I will post up studying pictures as evidence soon on fb. hehehehe...
Also, last week i didnt skip lecture at all! Yay....
This week, i'm gonna be so super good girl cos i'm planning to go to law lecture at 8am and then hit the gym before tutorial at 2pm! wow.... amazing.... lol!!!
I hope i can report exactly what i planned to do tomorrow. Hehe...
Oh, just had Korean BBQ. Haven't had it in a looong while. yay. Now i stink so i'm gonna take a shower. Ok i have no idea y i am blogging abt such things. Like y would i wanna tell ppl or remember that i am gonna go shower at 8.49pm on 25th May 09? What a significant shower it is that i should record it.
Ok shuddup Per. Seriously. I realise that i end a few posts by shutting myself up cos if i don't, i think i cant go on forever. Like how i am doing now. Dammit!
Shudup already!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Steps to A Smile
Omg... i wanna mention too that we did a surprise bday thing for Andre yesterday and it went really well. It was sooo cool cos i've been waiting to see Andre's reaction for the longest time. We got him this pair of nike shoes that he's been wanting and he's no idea that we were getting it for him.
He was supposed to meet us at Chadstone mall for a "midnight" movie. So the plan was to bake cupcakes which has happy birthday candles on it and Words that spelt his name... then leave it at his front door then surprise him later. It was so priceless the look on his face and the surprise when he received the shoes. I could feel it in the air... so touching!!! I seriously think he was abt to tear man!
This was a real highlight for me...
Dishan actually commented "the trouble we go through for a friend". Made me realise that we do this all the time at church. I'm glad to have shared a piece of church with my friends =)
Happy Bday May babies...
*huge sigh of relief*
He was supposed to meet us at Chadstone mall for a "midnight" movie. So the plan was to bake cupcakes which has happy birthday candles on it and Words that spelt his name... then leave it at his front door then surprise him later. It was so priceless the look on his face and the surprise when he received the shoes. I could feel it in the air... so touching!!! I seriously think he was abt to tear man!
This was a real highlight for me...
Dishan actually commented "the trouble we go through for a friend". Made me realise that we do this all the time at church. I'm glad to have shared a piece of church with my friends =)
Happy Bday May babies...
*huge sigh of relief*
Good Girl
I've been a good girl this week.
So far, I've not missed any classes. Although i've slept through a few, i actually attended. Well done Per! Also, right now i'm listening to online lecture and talking to my besties on msn. Wee!! =)
I think i deserve some ice cream. Will prob go get some tom. Yay!! I can't wait... also... i'm gonna slp early today!
Actually i've got 15 min more till lec ends but i'm kinda lost alr... cos my notes printed our halfway cos printer no ink! Think i should stop now? I think so right? Maybe i just go read the online one la. Oh ya hor, can open the soft copy n listen rite? Maybe i shud go do that now. lol! i'm so retarded.
Ok right now, my brain's not filtering anything i type so it'll prob sound like rubbish. I'll read back on this one day and prob laugh at my sillyness.
Oh, Kenn also just told me that sims 3 is out on 2 June in Singapore. I pretend i don't know ok. It will totally destroy my life... and for sure, it'll be 1000 times worse than bejewelled!
Gee. I've got no life. Get me a Sim now!
So far, I've not missed any classes. Although i've slept through a few, i actually attended. Well done Per! Also, right now i'm listening to online lecture and talking to my besties on msn. Wee!! =)
I think i deserve some ice cream. Will prob go get some tom. Yay!! I can't wait... also... i'm gonna slp early today!
Actually i've got 15 min more till lec ends but i'm kinda lost alr... cos my notes printed our halfway cos printer no ink! Think i should stop now? I think so right? Maybe i just go read the online one la. Oh ya hor, can open the soft copy n listen rite? Maybe i shud go do that now. lol! i'm so retarded.
Ok right now, my brain's not filtering anything i type so it'll prob sound like rubbish. I'll read back on this one day and prob laugh at my sillyness.
Oh, Kenn also just told me that sims 3 is out on 2 June in Singapore. I pretend i don't know ok. It will totally destroy my life... and for sure, it'll be 1000 times worse than bejewelled!
Gee. I've got no life. Get me a Sim now!
Ages
I've not blogged for so long that it feels so weird doing it now.
What have i been busy with? First its mom coming over then assignments then birthdays. This week i am spared. Haven't slept early for a loong time!
Ok, now is the time to slow down and really look at my studies. Ohoh... i wanna say that i shared at cell group last Thursday too. I havent shared in so long that i was a bit like nervous? Haha.. its so funny cos i used to share like everyweek right then now so long nvr share but it was good cos i was able to be at a position to seek God and minister again. It felt good cos i've been receiving so much so it was good to give =)
Also, i'm thrilled that I brought someone to church last Sunday. We also had opportunities to talk abt God tho he was quite skeptical. But whatever... its for God to convict right?
This Sat is an event called Day 6. Its a Christian outreach thing that Charlene and hopefully Shyna and whoeverelse can come to. I really hope God keeps sowing and growing the seeds that are planted. As much as i would love for my friends to know God, I really hope that I'm not a stumbling block. If so, i hope that they are blind to it. Hehehe..
This life here is so totally different cos i really get to just live out what i've learnt. Its a whole different environment where i dont hang with church ppl anymore. Its church only on Sunday but I gotta keep that "church" in my heart throughout the week. Most of the time its actually really tough to do that. I gotta live in the world but not be like the world. This is a real struggle since i'm a really distracted person. But gotta focus my eyes on God if not then chui already man. Jia you per!
Sigh. Sometimes i feel shit about being entrenched or engulfed by wordly shit but yet i know my position in Christ. Then again, maybe its a good thing. Light shines the brightest in the darkest places. Ok, i'm crazy. Shut up Per.
...
On a seperate note, thank you Lord for sustaining me and not forgetting me or letting me go. Your hand is always upon me and you give me the liberty to make mistakes. Tho you know the evils of my heart, you are always gracious to grow me, be patient and love me the way I am. =)
Wee!
What have i been busy with? First its mom coming over then assignments then birthdays. This week i am spared. Haven't slept early for a loong time!
Ok, now is the time to slow down and really look at my studies. Ohoh... i wanna say that i shared at cell group last Thursday too. I havent shared in so long that i was a bit like nervous? Haha.. its so funny cos i used to share like everyweek right then now so long nvr share but it was good cos i was able to be at a position to seek God and minister again. It felt good cos i've been receiving so much so it was good to give =)
Also, i'm thrilled that I brought someone to church last Sunday. We also had opportunities to talk abt God tho he was quite skeptical. But whatever... its for God to convict right?
This Sat is an event called Day 6. Its a Christian outreach thing that Charlene and hopefully Shyna and whoeverelse can come to. I really hope God keeps sowing and growing the seeds that are planted. As much as i would love for my friends to know God, I really hope that I'm not a stumbling block. If so, i hope that they are blind to it. Hehehe..
This life here is so totally different cos i really get to just live out what i've learnt. Its a whole different environment where i dont hang with church ppl anymore. Its church only on Sunday but I gotta keep that "church" in my heart throughout the week. Most of the time its actually really tough to do that. I gotta live in the world but not be like the world. This is a real struggle since i'm a really distracted person. But gotta focus my eyes on God if not then chui already man. Jia you per!
Sigh. Sometimes i feel shit about being entrenched or engulfed by wordly shit but yet i know my position in Christ. Then again, maybe its a good thing. Light shines the brightest in the darkest places. Ok, i'm crazy. Shut up Per.
...
On a seperate note, thank you Lord for sustaining me and not forgetting me or letting me go. Your hand is always upon me and you give me the liberty to make mistakes. Tho you know the evils of my heart, you are always gracious to grow me, be patient and love me the way I am. =)
Wee!
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Perryn Houdini
I've done the disappearing act again. Sorry have been MIA for a while now cos i've been really super busy with assignments and birthdays.
Man, i'm so tired now that i'm procrastinating again and eating ice cream. Need a break man! But then again, i can't focus and do something for long. So yea... i'm here again. Super not productive! I am sooo looking forward to Wed when everything's over! yay!!! okok, for now... focus at task on hand.
Let's see.. i shall update since mom was here. Mom came with a friend and we've been travelling together. It was really cool cos this uncle pays for everything and knows his way here so he's been bringing us to super atas restaurants and good food. I put on weight again... I've been really blessed by mom n uncle. Our itinery was like wine n dine everyday.. and every meal on average costed like $60 per person. Woot! Super shiok... had lots of oysters and steaks and foie gras and duck n pastas n everything nice lo. We visited yarra valley and great ocean road. It was good. And every meal we had we had wine or some sort of alcohol. Omg. Super eat n drink spree! My belch is still there btw.. no time to work it off! It was also cool that mom met my friends too and they already have secrets against me lo! Sickening... my mother is crisping me man!
The other exciting thing was planning a surprise party for 2 of my good friends Dishan and Charlene who's bday falls on 11th May. That was hectic and stressful too but im glad it was over and everyone enjoyed themselves. It was really cool cos we hired a party bus to cruise around for 2.5 hours before stopping at the club. Party bus was soo awesome! Its actually basically clubbing in the bus... with music n lights and all that. I guess it was real fun cos everyone mixed around and had a good time together. Then went to Eve Club where all the scandals happened so that was sooo interesting! lol.. kept our days filled with gossip. lol! so funny! I also forgot to mention that with all surprises, its no surprise in the end. I will not elaborate here. =(
After the weekends its like total slogging for weeks. It's finally ending as soon as i get my essay done. Grr.. then again, it's Andre's bday soon. At least now my work's outta the way. So hectic!
Out of all these, i learn something. That i'm able to bless others cos sooo many ppl have blessed me. And its true.. the love overflows. So know that by loving me, u are loving more than 1 person around cos its a rippling effect. Thanks for investing in me... i hope to share more love with others =)
Pls pray for me for my assignment n presentation due this wed. I super need God's strength n wisdome n guidance! =)
Go Per! Faster do work already...
Ps. my contact lenses mysteriously disappeared from my eye again!! I dont know y this strange phenomena keeps happening! The lens was clearly in my eye then it disappeared. I'm getting worried man. This is so scary!
Man, i'm so tired now that i'm procrastinating again and eating ice cream. Need a break man! But then again, i can't focus and do something for long. So yea... i'm here again. Super not productive! I am sooo looking forward to Wed when everything's over! yay!!! okok, for now... focus at task on hand.
Let's see.. i shall update since mom was here. Mom came with a friend and we've been travelling together. It was really cool cos this uncle pays for everything and knows his way here so he's been bringing us to super atas restaurants and good food. I put on weight again... I've been really blessed by mom n uncle. Our itinery was like wine n dine everyday.. and every meal on average costed like $60 per person. Woot! Super shiok... had lots of oysters and steaks and foie gras and duck n pastas n everything nice lo. We visited yarra valley and great ocean road. It was good. And every meal we had we had wine or some sort of alcohol. Omg. Super eat n drink spree! My belch is still there btw.. no time to work it off! It was also cool that mom met my friends too and they already have secrets against me lo! Sickening... my mother is crisping me man!
The other exciting thing was planning a surprise party for 2 of my good friends Dishan and Charlene who's bday falls on 11th May. That was hectic and stressful too but im glad it was over and everyone enjoyed themselves. It was really cool cos we hired a party bus to cruise around for 2.5 hours before stopping at the club. Party bus was soo awesome! Its actually basically clubbing in the bus... with music n lights and all that. I guess it was real fun cos everyone mixed around and had a good time together. Then went to Eve Club where all the scandals happened so that was sooo interesting! lol.. kept our days filled with gossip. lol! so funny! I also forgot to mention that with all surprises, its no surprise in the end. I will not elaborate here. =(
After the weekends its like total slogging for weeks. It's finally ending as soon as i get my essay done. Grr.. then again, it's Andre's bday soon. At least now my work's outta the way. So hectic!
Out of all these, i learn something. That i'm able to bless others cos sooo many ppl have blessed me. And its true.. the love overflows. So know that by loving me, u are loving more than 1 person around cos its a rippling effect. Thanks for investing in me... i hope to share more love with others =)
Pls pray for me for my assignment n presentation due this wed. I super need God's strength n wisdome n guidance! =)
Go Per! Faster do work already...
Ps. my contact lenses mysteriously disappeared from my eye again!! I dont know y this strange phenomena keeps happening! The lens was clearly in my eye then it disappeared. I'm getting worried man. This is so scary!
Monday, May 4, 2009
Morning Song
I was praising God like yesterday morning or something when He dropped this song in my heart. It absolutely spoke to me about everything! Every word spoke into my situation and confirmed what's in my heart. Exciting!
Song goes like this:
It's a new day, it's a new vision
We've got the future in our hands
New faces, new people
It's time for the dream to come to pass
Thousands and thousands
Standing in this place
Shining a light to all nations
Stepping out in faith
To build Your mighty church
And wherever we walk
We shall prosper
I'm building your house
For all generations
I'm building your house
With an expectation
We will see your glory fall
In this house of miracles
As we stand together
I'm building a house
Building a house
Building a house for the holy one (x3)
I'm building (I'm building)
Building a house for the Lord
AMEN!!! =)
Song goes like this:
It's a new day, it's a new vision
We've got the future in our hands
New faces, new people
It's time for the dream to come to pass
Thousands and thousands
Standing in this place
Shining a light to all nations
Stepping out in faith
To build Your mighty church
And wherever we walk
We shall prosper
I'm building your house
For all generations
I'm building your house
With an expectation
We will see your glory fall
In this house of miracles
As we stand together
I'm building a house
Building a house
Building a house for the holy one (x3)
I'm building (I'm building)
Building a house for the Lord
AMEN!!! =)
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