Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Flurry

I'm done with Law Assignments!

Now, it's a real flurry to finish Communications before i go shopping tomorrow. Can't wait man! But first must finish assignments. And mind you, shopping is to buy presents for others and not for my own benefit ok? Hehe.. but still, i can't wait to finish this assignment!

Btw, i'm eating McFlurry now and it is sooo awesome! =) *wink*
Nothing like coldness in your mouth that warms the heart. The sweet taste of chocolate bits and creamy soft serve spells g-o-o-d-n-e-s-s.
Thanks for all the goodness you've brought!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

To those that read my blog...

Hello ppl who read my posts. U cannot just read n keep quiet u know?
Post me a msg or comment something! Hehe.. So i know that u are reading. lol!
If not, I blur blur go n say stupid things like announcing my period. I totally forgot that ppl read my posts.

Secondly, Thank you sooo much for reading abt my life. It makes me feel like ppl in SG still care abt me and are still interested in my life. Really touching! Hehe.. =)
Pls do update me abt your lives too... i also want to know too! So don't leave me out!

Lastly, to know that you have my blog address means that you mean something to me. I trust that personal things in my blog will be kept personal but i'd appreciate your opinions n views too!

Thanks to all who have left comments too. Cos you have left a smile on my face for that! =)

Remember this: Per loves you!

*hugs*

Special Delivery!

Our God is an awesome God He reigns from heaven and earth with wisdom power and love our God is an awesome God!

He is faithful to deliver! =)

I testify to His goodness of yesterday's event. He did deliver me and doing my essay was such a breeze! No sweat at all after i prayed. I even had so much time to skype with evie n ju plus sleep-in a little this morning and nap this evening! =) And, i'm not that tired yet!

Tonight, i've got another assignment to tackle. And i'm counting on... i'm counting on God... Hehe! My head filled with songs now. =)

Omg. It's 12.47am and i've not started it yet. Tonight's target is to get the skeleton ready so that tom i can type away!

Oh, and if i did well for my commercial law assignment... it really is all glory to God! I really cannot cannot claim credit for this. Like really. So i'm looking to glorify Him with good grades! =) Even if the grade sucked, I'm sure there's a reason. (right evie?) But still, all glory to Him! Yay!

Ok, trivial fact of the day: I ate 2 packets of Mee Goreng today! Haha.. it was so shiok I ate before and after the evening nap. lol! Wee!

Monday, April 27, 2009

Hectic Weekend

This weekend was really hectic cos Mother flew down and we did so many things! I had a good time with her tho. We ate so much good food and tasted so many wines.. it was such a treat!

But recently, i've soo many assignments due that i'm just sooo stressed up that i found myself telling God abt it again in the shower just now! Was talking to this little girl i haven't spoken to in a long while after my bathe and she told me not to worry abt studies because we can always trust God to deliver. She really encouraged me soo much! And she has been encouraging me just with how she is. I am so absolutely glad to hear that she is growing so much in the Lord and joining new ministries! It is amazing! I really think she is prophetic too... cos the questions she asks are those that were in my mind! Amazing how God uses ppl! I am so thrilled for her as she discovers more gifts of the spirit. =) I really understand first hand how an individual life can make such impacts when it is well taken care of and growing from glory to glory. =)

Now, i'm supposed to be doing work. Talking to my besties first... and shall not strive already nor be lazy. Trust in the Lord. That was key! Thanks little girl! =)

*hugs* to the girls i left behind and miss so much! Oh, and fab work Naomi for the Transformers journal! Wee... fantastic!!

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Knee High Socks

Today, i'm wearing knee-high socks cos i've pulled them up!
Have been so slack these days that its unacceptable! what is this? i already got 2 credits for 2 subjects! Cannot cannot and not acceptable!

Urgh! Sometimes i dunno what to do with myself. Sickening girl! I set my alarm at 9.30am to wake up but... i was 3.5hours late! Gee! By the time i settled down to do work, it's dinner time alr! No, that was an exaggeration. haha!

Anyways, i also realised that i didnt drink a drop of water today! I will try again tonight to drink water =)

Oh man, so stressful. so many assignments and this kind of stupid attitude. Wah lao. Even i myseld cannot help me. Jia you per! Jia you! =) We can do this ok? Ok! =)

Oh oh... i'm so thrilled that my bejeweled high score is so high! Wee!!! =) Rocks my knee-high socks! =)

Ok, i'm gonna start work again soon ok? Soon soon..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Almost Screwed Day

Did my Law assignment in library today and didn't bring a thumbdrive so i sent the assignment to our emails. Guess what, i forgot to attach the file and now, the assignment is wiped out from the com! It's ok, i'll redo. Gee!

Anyways, today i cooked the first meal. It was spaghetti with meatballs, mushrooms mixed with red and white sauce. Wee! It was ok la... at least i passed. So i totally didn't screw up my day! Hehe... =)

Well tonight was already good enough to make up for the tragic incident. So i shall smile myself to slp then! Bye old assignment, say hello to the new and improved version!

Tomorrow's a brand new start! =)

Sunday, April 19, 2009

PER-tard

I'm such a retard. I was looking at my top today and kept realising that there was a sparkle like a glitter thing. But then i can't seem to pick it up or know where it is. But at the corner of my eye when i look down at my top there's a sparkle.

It was not long after that i realise that the sparkle was from my nose stud.
there i was trying to figure out what's on my top!

I was bathing and trying to take out my contact lenses. I took so long to take out the right lens. Thought i'll try after i showered. But still, cannot take out! My eye hurt like crazy cos of my attempts. I looked into the mirror and realised, where's the lens? I shut my left lid and my vision was blur. I realised i was trying to take out something that wasn't there! I can't believe it... i didn't know where it went cos i didn't remove it! I'm still puzzled.

Today church was good tho. God sent this lady to sit next to me. Perfect strangers but God led her to sit with me cos she started speaking into my life stuff which made lots of sense. When she came over, I knew she was God-sent. It was really cool cos it encouraged me a lot. Jia you! =)

It's been scary actually. I realise that i'm faced with many decisions to make now and I am actually fearful of what is to come. Fear? That is pretty new in my vocab. I used to just do it and go for it but now, i actually think a lot. Is this being cautious and responsible or driven by fear of not knowing what's to come? Perhaps both. But i am still cautious.

In His time, He shall reveal all things. For now, just listen to the still small voice lo.

And, do homework! lol... =) Sigh, last day of Easter break. Back to sch tom!!!

Weeeeee..........

Friday, April 17, 2009

Easter Break

I've been bummin this whole week for Easter break that I didn't even update my blog! lol.. my goodness!

Maybe I should list some good things i've done this week to make myself feel better.

1. I vacuumed my room
2. I listened halfway to 1 online lecture
3. I attempted to go jog
4. I watched 4 movies in a week. wait, y is this good? hmm..
5. I've been resting a lot
6. I had a good chat with Aunt Sue yesterday

Oh man. i think i really didnt do anything much.

I woke up with a sore throat today too. urgh! Plus, my milk is expiring and i still have half the bottle left. hehe.. oh, becos of my sickness i skipped gym this week. Hehe..

Anyways, I've discovered a positive change since I got here. I realised that I've learnt to self-disclose more. I used to be really private and independant but now, with the help of blogging too, I've been more open about my life. And people actually know what's going on in my life. So this is a good thing. I've also subjected myself to being accountable with people to help keep me on track. So that's great!

Well, the other things that I still have to work on is to keep discipline, to have a tighter reign on my tongue and to control spending. Can't think of anything else at the moment.

Well, God's been good. He doesn't let me off that easily so there are people everywhere helping me to keep balance. =)

Tonight, Elaine's cooking dinner for me too. Wee! Wanna meet her gay housemate tho.. i think it'll be fun =)

Now, i'm thinking about the ending of easter break. Man.... it's gonna be a long 3 weeks ahead cos there are so many assignments due plus mom's coming over for a bit so gotta handle everything and work super hard during weekdays. Urgh!!!

Ok Per, remember that you like school ok. And you look forward to assignments and getting good grades. Yes... I look forward to writing good essays and to do research and work in teams and have constructive arguements. This is what i'm meant to do and I love it. Go go go!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Ice Cream

I just got back from grocery shopping not long ago. Bought me a new tub of Ice Cream. I regretted not buying the brand Coinesseur cos it was better. Anyways, as if I had instincts, i really needed it.

Sian. I got back my results for Marketing Quiz that will contribute 20% of my marks. And it didn't go as well as I thought it'll be. I got my first Credit. It was 17/25. I've actually haven't gotten anything less than a Distinction so far. Also, I've been getting HDs (High Distinction) for my marketing every week. So this was like a blow. =( Actually, i was kinda disappointed that i only got a Distinction for my other OB Assignment. U know y i missed the HD? Cos my referencing was wrong!!! urgh!!! So shit... then now, I got my first C.

Omg, I do sound like a nerd. Actually ah, i think my expectations very skewed. Y i expect so much when I never study hard? Haha...

Try harder next time then!

I'm crazy.. i really think its the hormonal imbalance after my period. I've been experiencing weird emotional changes. Maybe i'm menopausing. Omg, will i be like that when i menopause? I hope not. Shit. See i told u... i'm thinking too much! Maybe i'm too free.

Tom gonna jog and do law quiz. Yay! Keep fit for life man!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Easter Service

I attended the Easter Service held by Planet Shakers at the Hi-Sense Arena yesterday.
It was like the Festival of Praise in Singapore. John Bevere was the speaker, reminds me of Evie. The message of Christ was actually really clear and good.

What touched me was when i saw so many people wanting to receive salvation. It was moving. Then i got sad cos it struck me that my friends were not here with me to hear the good news that day. Y aren't my friends here? I pray that God will open another opportune time.

Then John said it's so cool that 25 million years from now, we can talk about this event becos we'll all be brothers and sisters in Christ for eternity. This struck me. It is sooo awesome! I thought about Evie and Ju... and was so grateful for their decision to follow Christ bcos 25 million years from now, i'd still like to have them around. Imagine, we lived our own lives and the gospel never reached them. Shit. Imagine the people that I've lost opportunity to share Christ with... imagine not having them around for eternity. I don't want to grind my teeth in regret. I was so thankful for those that have salvation.

I pray that God open the eyes, ears and heart of which are shut. May all see His goodness, tender mercy and everlasting love.

Amen.

Easter Week

I went for Easter camp and it was great!

God revealed more stuff to me. I had better clarity and insights of what's to come. I also had a good time of spiritual filling so that was great. At the same time, i got to know lots more ppl during camp. Wee...

Hmm, what else have i been up to huh? Hmm... i've been smiling myself to slp and waking up with a smile too. Must enjoy. Wow, God really never joked that this is my promised land. Wee... i reap the fruits that i didn't labour for. But cannot be complacent. Must always remember His goodness so I shall always blog about His blessings over my life =)

This week, I am on a 1 week Mid Sem break. Got lots of work to catch up on tho... plus, Shyna and Char went to Brisbane for the holidays and i'm stuck alone here with my books. Miss them already! Hanging out with the guys tom. They are the sweetest bunch of ppl! Like, they always call me to check how i'm doing. They act like they're my guardians. lol! So don't worry, i'm well taken care of here!

Last night was quite terrible. My stomach wasn't feeling too well and was freezing so my friends sent me home and took care of me. Now i'm up and about kicking shit that comes my way. Of course, not well enough to study. lol! Today had instant noodles for lunch again and i can't even finish the bowl! I ate a little more than half the bowl only man!!! What's this?

Anyways, i went to camp and everyone's asking if i did my nails professionaly. lol!! i rock. I need to remove my nail polish now. It's all chipped and ugly. Bought new colors.. woo!

Oh, i went shopping on Thurs. Wee... =) Shopping makes me really happy! Hahahahahaa...

Oh oh, the other thing that really made me happy was jumping on the trampoline at night. it was darn super shiok!!!! I was jumping and i felt sooo high! Like as if i was high on substance. I couldn't stop laughing... the feeling was so liberating i dont know how else to describe. Seriously, i think i was letting out endorphins or something.. i was like so happy. lol! and it was so different jumping on it at night as compared to the day. We only had light from the moon and it so happened that it was full moon plus, the moon was so super bright! After we got tired, we star-gazed. so romantic huh? Don't worry, I was with this girl i just got to know... and we had a real good conversation. =) Coolness!

I am so not looking forward to work now. Might turn in soon. Tired already.

Strawberry Jam

Wah lao. My strawberry really jam man.
You know i got my period on Thurs right... it was so light flow man! I'd expected like heavy flow cos last month alr missed. But still like that. How come? Think my body siao already! My friends say its my diet. I think so too. Think i shud eat more beef and red meats. Maybe red wine will help. haha! Just trying my luck.

Gee. Hope next month will be healthier.

Friday, April 10, 2009

OMG

Omg, thanks to Tiff i just realised that i did announce about my period here!
wah lao.. that's y this is supposed to be a secret blog can? But like so many ppl reading already. Crap. Paiseh lah!

Anyway, since ive already said it. I got my period today! lol!!!
it was another heng heng thing which i will not go into detail. You guys can ask me in person. lol! =)

Have a good Easter world! Especially to all the EASTies out there.. EASTer is our official day!! woohoo! Easties rock all directions man! Take that all you other locations! hah!

*evil grin*

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Moo....

did you know that cows have 4 stomachs?

Too bad I only got one.
Actually, i've been having stomach problems. Nah, not really la. It's just that my stomach has shrunk a lot since i came here. strange right? Everybody come here then put on weight but i lost weight n stomach shrink! So strange hor?

I just ate 1 packet of instant noodles and i'm sooo full! Usually 2 packets will give me this effect. =( Cannot take in as much good food as i want alr.

Last week, I had the bestest dinner but my stomach was so small! Had Lobster omelette, wagyu beef leg, awesome mac & cheese, potato puree and pumpkin and sweet potato. Yums!!! But was soo freakin full. I could've puked from that. Actually, i did. Haha! Shit. Waste money... maybe that's how i lose weight.

Like my stomach gets upset if i eat too much. What's wrong with me? =( Also, i skipped my period last month. Wah lao... everything irregular again. What's this?

Anyway, i went gym today. It was the hardest thing to do. its getting really tough to wake up to go gym cos the weather's getting cold. I'll remember that Rach went to gym so i must go also then i can tell her that i went. hahahhaah!
Thanks Rach! =)

Monday, April 6, 2009

God's Grace

Omg I must tell u all what's been happening! It's sooo crazy!
my friends keep saying i'm lucky but i know i'm favoured and very blessed!

I was studying at Char's place on Sat when we decided to go Melb Central to take a walk like take a break la. Then we shopped a bit before my Pri sch friend called me. He was like where are u? Then i just remembered that i have a Pri Sch gathering that evening at it was coincidentally at Melb Central!!!!! So of course i act la.. then i said, i'm here la. where are u? i'm at basement come find me. lol!!!!! so heng right????

Then nvm, the next day have church at Planet Shakers then Shyna and Char coming so must wake up but i fell asleep on the couch on Sat night and forgot to set alarm! christine was supposed to come fetch us at 9.45am and when i woke up, it was like 9.40am!!! I was like shit!!!! This week so crucial cannot miss!!!! Then i checked my sms, my friend was reminding me that that day was the start of daylight savings so we had to wind our clocks back 1 hour! So the actual time was only 8.40am and we had enough time to get ready and stuff!!!!

Oh my goodness... God is just sooo good! Some more i know i cannot wake up automatically before 9am one! U shud know this lo... it is impossible! God is crazy one! lol... =)

So funny right? Wahahaha... heng to the max! Wahahahaa.. so many 'coincidental' things like that has happened to me alr man! Woohoo!

Oh, the other day i was supposed to hand in my assignement during my 11am class but i woke up only at 10.45 man! I rushed down to school by 11.35am and managed to hand it in! Lol.. still got ppl later than me lo! Dont know y Wed tut so hard to wake up one! So weird.... but God is sooo gracious! Woo!!!!

This weekend is Easter camp too. God has provided a way for me to go.

Omg, speaking of which, you know i met my pri sch friends right? I met this guy called Lawrence who used to sit next to me last time! I found out that he attends Live Expedition too!!!! Its just that we've never seen each other in church. so strange right??? And, he's going for easter camp too!!!! Amazing thing is that none of the FGA ppl or ppl i know is going or staying over. Most of them are like making day trips so im pretty much alone and Lawrence also doesn't know anyone who is staying! wahahahahahaaha....

So cool right? Just the weekend before Easter camp, God arranges for me to meet my pri sch friend to go easter camp with me! Woo!!!! Rocks to the max man!

lol!

Go to All Nations

Ok, so i've been praying for this Charlene girl right.
She came to Planet Shakers last Sun and it was sooo amazing!
She told me that day when they prayed for her eye sight she felt the next day it was better. Like her contacts didn't give her problems and she could see a bit. Hahaa! So cute la.
Ok, anyway... we went to church then Christine asked if we wanted to go right in front of the stage to "mosh". I was a bit reluctant cos of my friends but Charlene was the one that said ok! She even asked us to jump together with the crowd! Amazing can???????
Wah lao eh! I super happy sia! Then after that we hung around the church ppl for lunch... im so happy! But the part when the guys ask for alter call, she was sleeping. Haha... nvm, in God's time!

Hope everyone joins me in this battle for 1 more soul in prayer! =)

Cheers!

Even Transport!

I want to say how God has even been taking care of my transport woes! He knows how much i hated to walk home and stuff! My house is a 10 min walk from the train station but i absolutely hate the walk home esp when it's cold and windy! These few days, it HAS been cold and windy!

Yesterday, my bag was super super heavy cos i brought all my books n notes over to Charlene's to study. Then Christine sent me all the way home. woo!

Today, i took a free security bus transport which sends me all the way to my doorstep! Woo! And i can take that bus from 5.30pm onwards everyday! yay!

Then my friend told me that Connex ( its like sg's SMRT train system k), the train system i so hate and keep complaining abt, might be changed next year. They are now bidding for another org to run the trains! God is soooooo crazy! I only complain a bit only and never did i expect that he will even do drastic things like this! I think he has heard the prayers of many others too! hahaha... but its crazy la! I really hope Connex get kicked out!

Woohoo! God rocks! hahahahaa... super am cho now! =)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Emo Road

I've read all your letters already. THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!

I am sooo deeply touched. Even to the very bits of shiny hearts and beads in the box! Even if the box was empty, I could feel the love.

I bawled like a baby in the presence of His love. Thank you thank you to every one of u - Ju, Michelle, Evie, Rach, Tiff, Joy, Jane, Naomi, Dawn, Peixian, Nadine, Cheronne & Cheryl! I can even guess who's card is who's without reading the names man! hahaha...

You really challenge and spur me on towards Him and I really needed it. Your little words and efforts go a long way... wah lao eh. I so touched. Paiseh sia... no wonder God was like, go gym first then go home read cos now i cannot go out lo!!!

Later going to my church's cell. hahaha... can't wait to tell everyone. awww... =)
God has been so so so good to me. I feel like all the times when i think i'm sowing in pain and reaping nothing is so stupid. Wait upon the Lord. This is like the sweetest fruits slapped me in the face. Haha! Aren't i stupid or what.

*BIG HUGS TO ALL*

Wah lao eh... even Nadine write to me i also touched lo. Dont need say liao.. i see the box wrapper already touched lo. hahahaha!
Some of your cards super funny!!! All got hot hunky guys one lo... lol! Hope you all can come here also then we can ogle and discuss together! lol.. just kidding. =) I am really so encouraged! =) haha!

AMEN to all you have said. I receive the blessings in Jesus name!!! =)

Love you all deep deep deep!!! =)


HE HOLDS THE UNIVERSE.

You made all the delicate inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother's womb. Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex, the workmanship is marvelous and how will i know it. You watched me as i was being formed in outer seclusion as i was woven together in the dark of the womb. You saw me before i was even born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every minute was laid out before a single day had passed. How precious are your thoughts about me Oh God. There are innumerable, I can't even count it! They outnumber the grain of sand.
Ans when i wake up in the morning, you're still with me...

He Holds the Universe. All I need is you Lord!

The Angels That I Love

I received a card from the post a few days back. I was thinking, hmm... Rach's card for me! I was soo excited to collect it but the post is sooo far away. Anyways, i thought i'd take a jog there... and the sun was soooo hot today! It was about 1.4km away? But it felt like super long cos i've been on the treadmill with aircon n all.
Anyways, when i reached it was a huge parcel wrapped in green! I lugged it all the way home... was actually supposed to go gym straight but i couldnt wait. As i ripped the parcel, mind you havent even see the box yet, i was already emo-ing! It was funny cos today i ran past emo road. hahaha... maybe that was a sign.

I thought.. eh.. only family will bother to do this kind of thing leh. Y u all so good. Then i realised that we ARE family! Thank you for being used by God to fill the lack in my life. It's also funny cos as i entered my room all sweaty and drained, i felt God's presence and was already starting to emo! hahaha.. How i wish my friends can experience the same love that you all bestowed me. That's y i'm doing all i can to share the love! =) Last night went to cell and did an activity where everyone has to write down 3 wishes. One of my wishes was actually for the world to feel loved. It's so apt! Omg.

I don't even dare to read the letters man! Thank you guys for remembering me! This is an absolute God moment! I can't wait to tell my friends how awesome you guys are! Love you deep deep... =) *sniff sniff*

Wah lao... think i like that cannot go gym alr. God, better help me burn fats and keep healthy by releasing fluids! hahaha.. =)

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Urban Life

Today was the first time i attended the Planet Shakers cell group. More so, it was Charlene's and Nic's first time to cell group!

I am sooo excited abt them coming! At the end, Charlene said it was really overwhelming. She says she feels like something is going on here and she's never seen anybody so into God. She claims that i'm the first person that has ever talked to her about God! I was so blown away at her response. She was really open and interested. I can't wait to see how God will blow her away with a supernatural experience!

I'm super excited cos she's coming to church this sunday too!!! I super can't wait. Please pray for their salvation. I'm sooo excited! =))))

Btw, my house is infested with ants today. Urgh! I hate ants!

Omg! I also just just found out that my housemate goes to planet shakers and that she knows ppl from urban life!!!! Wah.... and so many ppl i met at urban life shares the same friends as me! Super connected man! Even 1 from GM!!! My senior!! So we were like bitching abt GM ppl. hahaahah! I like...