Prayers

Thanks to all who have prayed for me.
There's this day where i was saved from harm and i was thanking God (forgot what already la). I knew I had 13 angels protecting me that day. Each angel sent by someone who prayed. I just know it... I can even feel them tho i don't see them. Ok la, hard to explain.

Anyways, God hears your prayers and I am touched by your love and concern =)So if God heard that prayer, He has heard all your other prayers as well.

Remember, He is a god that is quick to listen. He knows your every need and thought. I pray too that you experience his supernatural power in your life today!

=)

So touched... NOT!

You think Yeronn's a nice bro?

This is our conversation:

y. says:
i watching show online
Perryn says:
she damn kpo la.
what show?
y. says:
no.
ps i love you
Perryn says:
she say.....
eh?
y. says:
its not la
y. says:
y
Perryn says:
u awtching what show?
y. said (6:07 PM):
ps i love you la
dun care la
just bitch loh
Perryn says:
hahaha.. thanks! i love u too!
u say this kinda thing make me doubt its u... hahaha but thanks a lot! =)))
bitch abt them?
how u feel?
y. said (6:11 PM):
like that loh
nothing much
the show is ps i love you la stupid
y. said (6:12 PM):
dun be a dawgg


Wah lao. Cheat my feelings! I tot my bro so sweet. Bullshit lo!
So paiseh man!! Grrr...

Another Perryn Day

Omg, today is just sooo hot! My room is so stuffed man!

Anyways, my assignment is already on the way. I can't wait to finish it and hand it in. Right now, i think its got no quality in it. Dang, another stay-up-late night.

Last night i was typing then my fingernail broke. So my middle finger's really ugly now and we don't wanna be flashing ugly middle fingers right?
Then this morning, I had watchmen power! I woke up without my alarm at 12.30 exactly! Woohoo... Then when i opened my eyes, my bedroom door was open! I got a shock man! I locked it last night but i think there was like paper stuck between so it opened by itself this morning. Was wondering if anyone saw me unglam sleeping on my bed. So i had breakfast and my kitchen is super infested with ants!!! It's so gross i felt like puking my cereal out! Urgh.... so im gonna get insecticide. Gross! I suspect this housemate. She doesn't seem to be very clean.. and it irks me! Hope to move out soon in July or something.

Anyways, had to rush to school already so i left. And i really JUST left. Cos i was still in my furry purple bedroom slippers! Haha.. i only realised it halfway down the stairs outside my house! hahahaha.... sometimes, i dont know how my brains function.

Then, like i said i went to Coles to get insecticide when i ended up buying everything else except insecticide! What is wrong with me! I hope my assignment won't be like that. Pls god pls... pls dont do this to me.

Now, i got no mood cos its so darn hot.

Slight Amnesia

As you all know, i have slight amnesia sometimes.
I was meant to blog about something but forgot what already. What's new right?

I've been doing my assignement and this is one of the easiest but my brain's so stuck i can't think. It's so hard cos the question's so vague! stupid school locked me out of their computer system also cos they increased the school fees after i paid then i didnt know about it then they locked my account. urgh!!! so angry man!
Because of that, i can't download lec notes n do my online quiz! yes, i am that enthu abt school ok! So there goes another $840 from my bank. Like how much more they wanna suck the life out of me?

I've been staying home to do my assignments but i can't seem to write anything. Have been sitting here for ages already. This sucks! I hate this... but gotta learn to love school. I dont mind going for lec, tuts n exams but assignments stress the hell out of me! What is this? I don't know what to write man! Took me ages just to settle on what company i wanna research on.

I'm a retard la!

Anyways, life as been good. I'm really happy n stuff and i cant wait for easter to come! Woohoo! 1 week mid sem break! haha! And i'm going for easter camp! Yay...

Can't wait to get rid of this assignment on Wed man.

Now cannot say how many lec n tuts i missed already... hor... right or not mother?

Stress sia. Everybody checking on me... i've been good ok.

for the record, i wanna say that I've been having High Distinctions for all my tutorials and quizes so far. So no worries ppl.. work smart, play hard! =)

Just pray for me can already. Also, pray for safety too. here super dangerous!
My friend told me he's got a friend that just moved house then when he was sending him home earlier this year, there were like police cars n stuff and they blocked the streeet! Apparently, his neighbour got murdered in front of his house!
Sheeets man! WTH!

Oh ya, that was the story i wanted to tell cos its so bizarre. Oh man!

On the same note, i locked myself out of my room last fri again! wah lao.... then waited like 45min for the stupid security to open my room lo! Wah lao... super sian. I hate it man! At least i better, my housemate locked herself twice already! lol... at least mine is once in this house and once in the other house. not that bad.

Woo! Back to assignment. I cant wait.

Melbourne as at 29 March 2009

I had a good celebration with my close friends here. Really appreciate their effort to celebrate me so in turn, i wrote a speech in the form of a poem about coming to Melbourne and the new friendships that formed. Here goes:

Melbourne as at 29 March 2009

Today we celebrate my birthday, I appreciate it.
It’s been 42 days since I’m here and I’m loving it.
So I thought I’d write something about you guys too.
And thanks to you, I’ve never complained there’s nothing to do.

It all started off from receiving that mail from Monash
Thinking about leaving my Singaporean world – I thought I’d crash
Mixed feelings welled within me as I tried to comprehend
This new beginning, new life, I might not understand.

I remember the day when everyone sent me to the airport
I felt so excited about leaving this tiny dot.
It then sunk in that everything I knew was gone
And all I could rely on was the light on my next step that shone.

Then on the plane, I was minding my own business
When this strange Sri Lankan showed me some kindness
He talked to me and realised he was doing the same course as mine
God must’ve put him there cos he knew I couldn’t shut up the whole time

Then was my journey to a stranger’s house on Franklin Street
It was Cass’ cousin named Nic that I had to meet
He was kinda stoned and had just gotten out of bed
But I had a great time with him around the city which he then led.

His sister Charlene was like a surprise friendship
I would never have imagined getting along that quick
We met for the first day, had to share the room
And by the second day the friendship was already full bloom!

Shyna was the other chick that had an instant connection
We met at the big clock and started girly shopping fashion
This is the craziest law girl I’ve ever met
She’s really sweet and all but always complaining she’s fat!

Soon, school had to finally start
I was then introduced to this Swiss Hong Kee retard
It was all his funny enactments of that’s what she said
But deep inside he’s the sweetest, caring lad.

So then before one lecture, I needed some assistance
I needed a girl to sign up for a beach party that very instance
I then approached this nice Malaysian,
Little did I know we’d be partying together in action!

Not long after it was time to move to Caulfield,
It sucked to move out of my comfort zone I’ve built.
But it was all good cos Cass was finally coming home
And I am soooo thankful for all her kindness she’s shown.

Then again, it wasn’t that bad coming to The International Mews
I met 2 individual that got together – that’s real news!
It really sparked even more my interest and excitement in dance
And I am still excited for more events with them to prance.

This sort of sums up my journey here.
It is all about the awesome bunch of friends I met so dear.
Thanks again guys for celebrating me.
Like it or not, you are the angels I believe God sent individually.
I know it’s a short time that we knew each other
but I’m looking forward to deeper friendships, more fun and laughter!

Lost World

I'm back from school and someone MSNs me. He doesn't wanna tell me who.. it's someone i knew from last time. We caught up... but i still didn't know who he was. He said his wife was pregnant and stuff.. so thats a good thing.
Then he said he'll tell me when i've accepted the webcam invite. So i did.. and he wasn't on the webcam! He rejected the webcam then said he wished he knew me earlier before he was married and all that kind of crap.
I felt so cheated... i made a fuss and he told me who he was.. we started talking and i ended up sharing with him about why he shouldn't be saying such things and how cheating is not an option. This is so scary...

As i type, we are still conversing. I feel so sad for wives with such husbands.. to think that she is pregnant and he is looking elsewhere for love or for more. He quoted an example like how the emporer has many wives and that men just want more. The more the merrier theory.

I'm getting really pissed off and offended at such behaviour but I don't know why i have so much empathy. People really need God so much. They are all lost in the world where people teach them the wrong things and before long, they are screwed up and stuck in a rut that is absolutely depressing and so full of hurt.

Well, this is one guy that has questioned Christianity for a long time. He's one of those that hates Christians but somehow, God always opens opportunities for me to shed light with him. I remembered last time i gave him a book that has all the answers to Christianity. He said he read it but still cannot find any logical answers. To think that he will search for so long.. I pray that God opens his heart, take the scales from his eyes and pops his ears. That he experience God's love and wholeness in life.

Anyways, think he's quite keen to meet up with Rhordan to have a question session when I'm back. So that's cool. My goodness, he asked me about 4D and God... if God is real, he will strike 4D. He's asking me for freaking numbers! Wah lao eh... i don't care. It's between God and him.. if God allows it, then cool.

And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is Him and I'm more than blessed

I just pray that God shows up in his life somehow or somewhere whether in 4D or not.

I'm Loving Angels Instead

Today, God sent 2 angels to comfort and encourage me.
It is people like you guys that make me miss home and realise how much I love these people and how much they love me back.

Thanks for speaking positively of me and for knowing who I am and for not judging me. Your genuine and sincerity have really touched me. I am emo for the first time here.

To the angels i'm loving:
To the girl at the office, thanks for loving me the way you do and for holding me in high esteem. You give me hope and encourage me on toward Christ.
To the fb brother, thanks for showing kindness and for mysteriously being there whenever I needed someone. Amazing how you always say the right thing too.
To the girl at the phone booth, I had a great talk with you. I've never felt this way about a conversation in a long while. I feel like i can share stuff with you and not feel judged. I miss your hugs! =)
To the MSN gamer, thanks for reminding me why i'm here and for always putting a smile on my face. You really are very sweet!
To the longest thread I have on FB, thanks for your updates and time taken to talk to me. Underneath it all, I know you care. Or at least it seems like it and I appreciate it.

Thank you for being such a supporter. I think my period is coming so I'm being very emotional here. I am seriously moved to tears.

Omg. I'm retarded!

A Walk to Remember

I was at the phonebooth talking when it started to drizzle. So i faster hung up in hopes that i'd be dry when i got home.
I crossed the road.
A cab was approaching.
I flagged.
The cab offered me a free ride to my place cos it was like just in front!

Woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God is so good! =)

The other thing i want to testify is my phone bill!

I am on a $29 cap.
I applied for a phone line on 16 Feb.
I checked my phone balance on 6 Mar. 1 more call and i'm over limit.
The next day i checked my account balance again.
It was a new bill for the new month. I didn't have to pay extra charges!

How incredible! =)

Me + Party = ?

Today I met Angie and Rhordan. WoohoO! We had a good time of catch up... =) But it was like so short la! Then i met Aunt Sue then Aunt Jita, Aunt Mita, Jac and Tasha. I had the most sinful munchers since i was here man!

And what's with me and parties? Everyone keeps telling me to not party so hard. Maybe my partying is more publicised now that's y la... last time already got but never publicise only what. I think i need to do some positive PR here. Need to protect the brand of Perryn. Am i sending out a party animal kind of vibe? Wah lao... i do it in moderation ok. Ok, at least i limit right?

Once and for all people... i am studying ok! I am a good girl. Also, I have been maintaining my weight. Yea! =)

Wah lao....

Skipping lectures are ok but skipping tutorials are a seriously nono.
Last wed i already missed one tut which was 11am and did a make up lesson at 9.30 on thurs. Everyone's gotten into groups already except me because i need to go back to my own tut.
Excited to go to my actual tut, i skipped it again! I don't know y i cant wake up for 11am class and can do so for 9.30am class! What is seriously wrong with me?????
Great. Now, everyone's into their 2nd week and im new to my class! Maybe im meant to go for class on thurs? What the hell? I'm so pissed off with myself! I dont know y i cannot wake up! I've been waking up like before 11am everyday except wednesdays? What is this man? If i skip again next week, i think i'll just join the Thursday class. Maybe i'm meant to be there? Urgh!
This sucks!

Wake up la Per!!!

Revelations

God revealing more to me recently about how He has planned everything for me.

I found out that my good friend Dishan (Sri Lankan guy i met on plane) was actually scheduled to fly from Singapore on 14th Feb but the flight was too full and he has to go on 15th which was the next slot. He was telling me how bizarre and if he'd gone for the earlier flight, we would totally not have met each other!

The other one was Charlene, me ex roomie. She was like staying at my Mom's friend's place right and I was supposed to stay there too. How awkward to stay with someone you don't know who's also staying there temporarily? I also don't know my mom's friend btw.. so it was so mysterious! Felt super not shy but dont know y i felt i had to go there instead of bunking with ppl i know like the Tans and Elaine and Vongs you know... so that was how i met Charlene who's my really good friend now and am so excited to bring her to church.

Do you know that my hall has only 100 rooms available? I met this girl from Singapore who was at the Monash briefing too and we both applied for on-campus stay. Guess what, God arranged for me to get the last spot. I am the last person to get this thingy-magic man! How awesome? My housemates are actually really cool too. This housemate called Jen is into dancing too and we go to the gym together every Friday! =)

I've also met so many ppl who love to dance but have not gone for classes or what but are interested? I've not met so many in Singapore before man! And i went for cell last night and found out that church wants to start a dance ministry and they asked me out for dinner! How awesome!!! Kinda stumbled into KRUMP and am really interested in it. I found out that its an acronym for Kingdom Radically Uplifting Mighty Praise. It is used as a means so spread the gospel and is like a christian movement thing. It looks really aggressive and angry but its actually a form of dance, like hip hop, to release anger. I'm not an angry person but its soooo cool! I kinda stumbled on this then found out about the origins and stuff and it kinda really got me going. Super excited!!! =)

There are like so many things going on here and it really is God ordering my steps. Every single thing right down to clubbing. Clubbing actually helped me discover my style of krumping and battling and it gives me the platform and space to be creative with my move. It really keeps me going man. God is present all round, everywhere, all the time! Omnipresent, Omnipotent, Omniscient!

Some verses that spoke to me:

PSALM 37:23 "The steps of a good man are ordered by the LORD, and He delights in his way."

PSALM 16:5-6 "LORD, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure. The boundary lines have fallen for me in pleasant places; surely I have a delightful inheritance." Amen!

ISIAIH 43 (Whole chapter)

Something quotes that Cheryl gave me before i left. It has really blessed me!

"I give this day to you, Lord, and trust that the light you give me is just the amount i need for the step i'm on."

"Shine the light of Your word on the path of life today, Lord. Make it a lamp for my feet so that I do not stumble."

"Lord, align my heart with Yours and give me revelation and guidance so that I may know Your will for my life."

And all God's children say......

AMEN!!!

A lil bit of this n that.

I almost missed my bus once... was running for it then my foot suddenly cramped up! Luckily my friends were there.. so they helped me all the way up the bus! haha.. super retarded...
hahahahahaa...

now, my body's twitching again! Urgh...

When will this body mayhem end?

I Miss U

Ok, here's a list of misses for me:

1. Missed my train 4 times since i was here

2. Missed 1 Lecture yesterday

3. Missed 1 Tutorial today (thought it was 1pm when it was 11am, hehe!)

4. Missed Church last Sunday

5. Misplaced my stuff a hundred times already

6. Missed a step and almost tripped

7. Missed several meals already


Most of all, I miss u =)

Generally

Here's a general summary of what has happened for the past week or so:

1. Went for the Moomba Waterfest. Awesome fun with rides and carnival games. Won a 1m high Slideshow Bob softie which my friends think its damn ugly but i like it.

2. Swallowed a bug while laughing at my friend. It got stuck in my throat and feels really disgusting!

3. Missed church on Sunday.

4. Went for cell for the first time last thurs.

5. Went to the gym last Fri and ran for my longest record on treadmill.

6. Started school for 2 weeks already. Tutorials starts this week.

7. Partied. No details for this one.

8. Did my laundry for the first time.

9. Took the wrong train about 4 times since i got here.

10. Bought a printer for $48. Super cheap right?

11. Attended a D&D last wed.

12. Wore PJs out.

13. Had cute electrician come to my room to fix my heater. Actually my heater was working but i thought it wasn't cos it wasn't hot enough but that's the way it was supposed to be as told by cute electrician. hehe... =)

14. I got my exemptions!!! Praise God! This also means that i dont have to do accounting!!! Double praise God!!! woohoo.. im soooo super happy!! =)

15. I almost lost a lot of stuff already... but God is so gracious cos i always always get it back!

16. Family feud is officially over.

I can't think of anything else already. So yea... this is it! =)

Oh oh, i'm still the same weight btw and have been moisturizing and masking so wtg Per! =)

Urgh, new place!

Here's where i bitch about my new place. So sorry guys, dont know how to load pics here so my blog is like super boring! wahahaha...

My room is nice but the kitchen is dirty and i havent really met my housemates so i dont have house rules and they're not clean people. Urgh. At least clean up after yourself man! But whatever, i'll clean la. Shit.

So far, i've not cooked nor done laundry. So shit right? hahahahah... im so full of shit. Can't do that for long tho. Boo....

I'll try to load pics once i get them. =)

For now, stay clean and green in sunny singapore because here, it's inefficient, slow and dirty. Eee..

=)

BFF

For all my best friends out there. Sorry if i've disappeared for a while... i moved to on campus last Sun with help of the Tan family and i don't have internet access nor a land line so i've no contact to earth.

Yesterday i watched Bride Wars with my friends and it made me kinda emo. If you haven't watched it, it's about these 2 best friends having a fight. I thought abt my friends back home and i felt like i've lost them. The show reminded me about losing my friends and it sucks and its miserable. So, here i am blogging about how i'm missing my friends. =) If you've not watched it, go watch it.

Yesterday my friends came over to my house and we were watching the interview that Yeronn videoed of all you guys talking about me and stuff. It was actually the first time i've watched it since i was here but anyways, my friends were so impressed that i had friends who'd actually do this for me. And the first thing that came to my mind was... yea, this IS church. This really is church. It's a place where we celebrate each other and love each other and appreciate one another for who they are. It's not all about fun and hi-byes. It just really struck me that you guys are soooo awesome and that I am soooo blessed to have you as a friend. My friends even asked me why i'd leave all my friends back home to come here. I would not have done so if not for God's calling. It'll be too hard to leave you guys for sure! Of course i never tell them la.. i was like, i gotta study what.. haha. so lame right!

Anyways, my now ex roomie has also seen pictures of church, of our most awesome bla bla bla NYE's party and stuff like that on facebook and she's like, wow.. your chuch is soo cool! It really looks like a lot of fun. And you bet it is.. i can't wait to bring her to church to let her experience what Church is. What the love of Christ is like.

I'm so glad that she actually asked me if she can come for cell group this thurs. Its my first time and im not sure what its like. but im so glad cos i can really see her coming to church. Im just so excited for her... Charlene so far is like my closest friend. We both feel like we've known each other for the longest time.. its so strange but im so glad i had the chance to room with her and chances to talk abt God. Yea, she actually asks me abt it! Im so excited to see how God works and move in her life. This is soo awesome!

God is so great cos as much as i miss u guys, he's provided me with sooo many good friends. None of my other friends have even found friends to begin with! And my bunch of friends are like tight and trustworthy and honest. They're good people so i'm in good hands. =)

Ok before you guys get jealous, I love you still and i'm looking forward to our next reunion!

You know what's the coolest? We're not just BFF. We're BFF for eternity cos i know i'll see you when time and age has ended. Love you guys!