Relationship.

Today i went for a relationship seminar in church. It was really good. Mah didn't come cos it was the footy finals today and of course he had to watch it. So anyways, i learnt and gained a lot of insights about relationships and about what i want. i guess i'm really happy now... i don't know if i'm dillusional or what but everything seems right. He has the stuff i want in a guy except that he needs to know God. I'm not sure if i'm trying to justify but i seem to be pretty comfortable with that... i learnt to accept people and make a decision making process and put faith into sticking through the whole thing. i don't know. After today's seminar, i feel like there's confirmation in my heart to know that this is what i want i guess. I hope the rest works out and i'm praying that God show me more signs that He is in this with me too. I can't make this work alone man. Kinda like what Tim said... it's a personal journey and only i know, only i can make a choice and have the faith to stick it through. So yea.. =)

Last night i had a really good night with Mah and his mates at the karaoke bar too. Hehe.. i'm glad i missed mambo night at eve and spent some time with him instead. It was seriously a tough decision cos ALL my friends were going and everyone kept pressuring me to go. But i made my decision and kept to it. Also, tonight and tomorrow i'm not going partying any time. I feel good about that.

This morning, i woke up super early to meet Chrys for brekkie too. Its an amazing feeling to know that you are waking up just to have a really good breakfast and to enjoy good company =) We talked and actually had a gd time. I'm glad.. and she's gonna help me share for my house church facilitation session too. It was really cool cos over berakfast, Holy spirit told me to ask her and apparently, God already gave her a heads up and she was expecting it too. Totally cool! =)

Anyways, gotta work tomorrow. Sian. Missing church this week. =(

Well, i'm glad that God still remembers me and that everything's going good. Hope tomorrow's work will be ok.